I was molested by my best friend’s Dad when I was 4 and it continued until I was almost 9. I was always too scared to tell anyone because he was such a close family friend. And even now I don’t think I could say it to anyone who knows the both of us. I think that’s part of the reason I really enjoy kissing and other stuff of a sexual nature. It’s super weird that I still have to see him and pretend like nothing ever happend. It seems as if he doesn’t know it happend…it is such an awkward feeling…I have no idea why I never said anything…